Saturday, February 27, 2016

Healing

Babies are healing.  She couldn't be more beautiful and
I couldn't be more blessed!
I love babies...my baby at this stage.

I am reminded how helpless babies are, the picture of complete
dependence. 
I cant believe she's real. 
Transitioning to this new life with me, which is Cambria,
(that has once again totally captivated my heart) to the life I
re-enter= so strange.  I think giving birth is the only thing that
can so alter or change (for a time) life with your other children.
Its so hard to understand how there is room in your heart for
another- it sweeps me off my feet.

Welcome Home Littlest gift from the Sea!

Welcome Home Cambria!

We have been expecting you!

It is all so new...once again!
I thought it was funny we still had up the Happy Birthday banner
from Andrew's birthday.  How appropriate, for our newest
birthday celebration!

Ahhh, in my bed with my baby!
I definitely felt overwhelmed coming home.  It is a funny thing to be
going in your life that feels so known and predictable and then in two
days, your world changes.  I felt in a cocoon, safe and comfortable at the
hospital...all our needs were met, temperature was set (literally),
someone always filled my water bottle, and all I did was get up
and go to the bathroom, have meals brought to me, and hold my baby.
Going home, I felt overwhelmed by our house, tasks, caring
for our other two and integrating Cambria.  I knew it would take
time.  I wanted to remain in our home cocoon for a bit.  It does
feel like a sacred time to say no to going out, to limit people time,
and just be cozy (in Maui-ha ha in the summer) at home.
Thank God for air conditioning.  This was one of the hottest
summers Maui has seen.  We were able to get solar and realized
our air conditioning worked.  It was truly a God blessing to have
a baby in the solar air conditioning.
Does it get better???
Two girls!
Now we can use the sticker, we know its a girl!

 





Malia, Dev's good friend came to say hello.
Auntie Catherine and Uncle Lance (our Maui Ohana) came
to bless us with a yummy meal!


First sunset blesses our baby!  The purple flower was from our
neighbor because pink and blue make purple and we didn't know
what we were having. 



We brought our first baby Deveraux home to those green awning
apartments you can see from our lanai..10 years ago.  Here we
are again, just up the hill and now with three.
Bobo had been a little unsure about holding baby Cambria, so it
was fun to see him initiate wanting to hold her.  I think he thought
something was going to happen to her.  Bobo had a little bit of a
hard time adjusting in the beginning but now he is "head over
heals" in love.  He said he there was just a lot going on..me in the
hospital and not being home at night.
 

First night.
Bassinet sleeping has not occurred too much.  So its
kinda funny to see her in there on the first night.


Good Morning! 

I look back on our time at the hospital stay as very bonding, like
our night of fireworks on T.V., It was special and set apart...
After all, it is where we met.
She is a keeper!

Saturday, February 20, 2016

The day we go home

There are just not enough "selfies" of us!

I look tired.
Our day of hospital discharge into our room came:
baby nurse from night shift, mama nurse, baby doctor, mama doctor,
new shift baby nurse, food delivery, vital signs for mama, hearing
screening person for baby, Maui Family services, Birth certificate lady,
take out trash sweet lady, dada, sissy, and brother!  Whew!  


Morning light..just trying to take in the
"realness" of you.


 
You were worth every contraction! 

 
 


First outfit.



 
The day we will leave the cocoon and venture
out towards home.
With every delivery Starbucks is a must!





Looks like Cambria is surprised that Bobo had the same
hospital room six years ago.

"Fearfully and wonderfully made.  I know that full well."
Psalm 139


I finally got up and took a shower.  I liked staying in my
hospital gown.  It felt safe and like I just wanted to be
hidden away, time stopped, with my baby for awhile. 


Flowers from Kimberly and kiddos.


Our view




 
Here we go!  
 

Bobo knew exactly how to put Cambria in the seat.
They are excited, yet, this is all so new for us all.
 

SO very happy. 
Everything is whole and perfect.
"They" say, "When its too good to be true, it usually is...."
Well, not in God's economy.
I cant get over she's a girl.
Our girl.