In this space

I have missed writing on this blog.

It truly is cathartic at times.  It is an outlet, a charting, a remembering, marking, and a way to connect to those few who read now and those (my two) who will hopefully read later.

Life has been full.  Pictures have had trouble downloading.  And those things most on my heart are heavy and don't feel I can openly share all of it as it concerns not only me.  Some of my writing has had to be in my journal.

The night is too late to make a phone call.  My Andrew is away in Florida.  I feel very vulnerable in this space.  My mind thinks to what I read earlier today....sometimes God has us in a place where only He is.  There are places only meant for Him to be with us.  We crowd, I crowd that space out a lot with so many other things.  Or at least I do not linger for long with Him.  I am needing to linger.  I need to keep feeling at the end of myself and allow Him to truly be God in the chaos, in the storm.

I think He could really show me something here.