I was sent a message from the school that we could come to the school as Deveraux was nominated for an award. I went not sure what to expect. Well Deveraux won the Citizenship award out of her kindergarten class. I was so proud of her, a new experience with new feelings as so many are this first year of school. (Deveraux is on the end in blue)
I have been so reluctant for her to go to school. And yet, in the beginning what was helpful was knowing that she could be a light to others around her and instead of the worry over who would affect her, I could think, who would be touched by her. We pray for her to be a light. Then she received this award after coming to school a couple of months late, missing days of school because we have had family in town and she is chosen from 23 to represent this character trait that encompasses caring being responsible, respectful...I saw my girl up on that stage with tears in my eyes that maybe for one of the first times school made some sense. I think there was also something about being at the assembly and seeing her experience what was going on around her that was fun and exciting with others her age that felt good. Deveraux said when she was on stage shaking because she was happy.
This is after, the sun is a little blinding, but I like her look. When we were at Deveraux's parent/teacher conference recently, her teacher shared that Deveraux was just what the class was needing (we were late coming to school because of our move). Mrs. Juaragui also shared that Deveraux brings a balance to the class, has confidence, and dignity.
She is doing alright. My expectations of Deveraux have always been high. I have looked and tried to encourage compassion in her for others, a high value of mine...yet, I have looked for it in a certain way. I realize I need to let her flourish in her Deveraux way. Guidance, yes, but also letting her soar on the wings God has fashioned just for her to care for others and noticing it and celebrating with her! I hope and pray to do a better job of this as we make our way!
This is after, the sun is a little blinding, but I like her look. When we were at Deveraux's parent/teacher conference recently, her teacher shared that Deveraux was just what the class was needing (we were late coming to school because of our move). Mrs. Juaragui also shared that Deveraux brings a balance to the class, has confidence, and dignity. 
She is doing alright. My expectations of Deveraux have always been high. I have looked and tried to encourage compassion in her for others, a high value of mine...yet, I have looked for it in a certain way. I realize I need to let her flourish in her Deveraux way. Guidance, yes, but also letting her soar on the wings God has fashioned just for her to care for others and noticing it and celebrating with her! I hope and pray to do a better job of this as we make our way!I am so very proud of you Deveraux Grace...the light of Jesus shines bright!
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