Earthbound Organic Farm

Just a beautiful farm about 5 minutes from Deveraux's (now) new school in Carmel Valley. This was a morning that Andrew and Deveraux went to check out the school as I had already visited the previous week while Drew was at work.

We love picking and eating the raspberries!

We picked and ate a lot!!

I was thinking about how I one day will not be my children's "one and only." It is strange because today that is what I am. I know I have a lot of letting go to do and I am hopeful for the kindness of time. I don't want to be a "shell" of a person when my children leave and yet while they are here it is consuming and hard for them not to be everything. That is why it is good for me to break away every so often for a cup of coffee or a date with Drew. It is hard to explain but having children can at times feel limiting but when you live it that space, that is your space. And when I haven't been with them for a little while, I miss them.