Being in this moment.

So what am I feeling...All over the place!

I don't want her to grow so fast.

I want to take this all in-Savor!

But I am torn in different directions...wanting to give to

Bobo, have a good conversation with family visiting,

time with Dev, try to see Drew-but often we are taking

turns with the kids. 

I'm so over the moon in love with Cambria it has been nice when I'm the

only one here so I can pause-tend to her and to myself. 

Day by day is the best right now.  I need to stay in the moment both

to enjoy and not take on the future or try to figure out too much.

 



It still feels surreal we have a baby, when won't it?

Its amazing how your heart automatically

creates room to be this in love,

once again.

This was Bobo's Moses basket.

Dev was gone for a few hours, she got back and expressed that

she had missed us.  She said, "I was itching to hold her."

"Two heads are better than one"

Our two girls.

She still loves his ukulele playing, it calms her.

You have just got to take the moments when they come when you

have an infant and Savor!

I believe she smiled at me. (on July 18th)