Last snuggles with Gigi.
Mom was so excited to come on this trip and meet her last grandbaby.
We had a lot of good time together. We have a new normal with mom.
Sometimes it's difficult to remember what it used to be like. She still
uses a lot of humor and that is good. She told me she would miss
me. I still feel a lot of her functioning is good, yet, I saw more changes
in this trip than the previous one. I kept thinking, am I
experiencing all the "lasts" with her. It is so painful.
I love you mom, I told her. Thank you for hearing my stories
and always being on my side. I think this hurts my heart more
than I realize, maybe because I just can't imagine her gone.
But I want to tell her how I feel and thank her
before she may not understand those words.
I hate this disease!
Andrew took the twins for one more surf
session before they headed to the airport.
And we celebrated Cambria and 1 month in the
Puamana Beach parking lot complete with cake!
In the midst of the sorrow of mom a baby turns 1 month!
That is life.
And we said Aloha to our sweet family!
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