Loving using a spoon on her own.
I have been a part of a Bible study, co-facilitating through
church. One evening in November I once again bumped up against
the lack of community I often feel. Performance seems to
also rear its head in a room of women at times. Yet I long to
be a part of women's lives. I become insecure about how
I am leading. What questions I am asking. Then I begin
to feel fake, the insecurities build...which leads to
questioning something of God....more insecurity.
I want to feel more freedom and I need Jesus to lead. I need
to lead with my heart and not my head. Ugh.
Hard night tonight.
For me to feel rooted in to feel known.
It is never good when you are watching yourself as
it takes you out of the moment.
I want an amazing community and to be an amazing leader
but I am not going about it in the right way.
God created this void of wanting community,
just like desiring a third child. I just need to keep coming to Him.
Matching pedicures for me and my girl.
My almost 11 year old!
Dev's fun macramé for Chelsea.
Celebrating Kimberly's birthday!
Off on some adventure....
Christmas art which turned into card making...
love Dev's heart to share.
"Always Be Brave!"
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